It was you I was drawn to. Not some characteristics you have that I'm looking for, it was you. Trust me, a woman that travels and is still technically married wasn't on my list of women I'm attracted to, and I was all but done with Latinas after my divorce, ready to settle down with a quiet, country, blonde girl, but we talked for the first time, that smile stirred something up inside of me, and those long, intense silences, there's something about your energy that felt right, and I don't know how else to explain it other than it felt right.

You make me nervous.

And I'm going to do the responsible thing.
I'm going to respect you and your need for space.
I'm going to pray for your healing.
But dammit I like you and I want to reach out to you every day.